I am shitting my pants with he dread of getting an interview.
I probably wouldn’t have even been able to fill the damn thing in if my mum hadn’t have helped me :’) It was painful. This may seem like a cliche but honestly, having to think about your “qualities” has to be the hardest thing to do! Of course, no application is complete without the occassional lie exageration.
Then my mum decided to give me a practice interview which was just an epic fail because it was just so hilarious. And I couldn’t stop laughing. And she was giving me stupid situations with people dropping their coffee and cakes.
…and I really don’t want to fill it in. I DO NOT want a job, but I need a job as I cannot rely on my mother and father to give me money whenever I need it.
It didn’t actually hit me until now how scared I am to fill this thing in. I mean if I get an interview thats mega scary and although I doubt it will happen if it did I would not want to go. And then if I got the job that would mean I’d lose Saturdays and Sundays. The only two days I can actually do what I want and relax and sleep… and have fun!
Not to mention the horrible thought of having to get a bus. I can’t go on the bus, the bus driver scares me, the chavy people and scary people who might follow me once I get off and then tackle me into a dark alley and rape me. Oh God!
Sundays are so shit. They are slow. Boring. Repetitive. My bad hair day. The day that I dread. Give-up day. The day I do homework on. The day I don’t make my bed properly. The day I sit in the house and feel sorry for myself. The day I plan to do so many great things but do none of them. The day my mum always makes chicken.
Sundays are the days I hate most out of the entire week. They are the day after Saturday (for many ‘hangover day’) and the day after monday. They are the last day of the weekend and the day that signify that school starts the next day.
Sundays are like cold tea. Are like the last disgusting sandwich on the shelf. Are like that shitty movie no one wants to see.
I really wish I was born like ten years earlier cause I love Leonardo DiCaprio when he was younger.
He was just so lovely. Well he still is lovely, but a bit too old. But I like Robert Downey Jr…. But anyway, yeah, it would’ve been better if he was that age now, because then life would be good and I’d like him and be obssessed and have his posters on my walls. And stuff.